Blog #18-from myspace.com (12/30/2005)

Friday, December 30, 2005

Untitled Current mood: calm Okay, I said I'd write about the main things that were bothering me and this is the last one. Unfortunately, at this time, the writer has a mental block. It's too painful and not worth my grief. Someday, I will try to write something cohesive and meaningful, but if I can't explain it to myself, then how can I explain it to you? If you've read my blogs, you'll see that it's an issue that has ended badly and I don't really see any recourse or fix for the situation. Just know this - I loved that person very much and was betrayed in some of the worst ways possible. I don't think that they deserve my words because they aren't listening anyway. Also know - I learned that people like that come along maybe only once or twice in your entire life and if it goes well, it's awesome but if not, it's miserable. . so when you find yourself in my position; evaluate it carefully. This is untitled because I really cannot think of anything appropriate, I'm not sure there is a word in any human language that could describe it.