Blog #7-from myspace.com (11/19/2005)

Saturday, November 19, 2005

quotes & lyrics Current mood: pissed off Updates 12/1/05: "I thought I knew all it took to bother you every word I said was true that you'll see. How could it be I'm the only one who sees your rehearsed insanity? I still refuse all the methods you've abused it's all right if you're confused let me be. I've been around all the pawns you've gagged and bound they'll come back and knock you down and i'll be free. I've taken all and I've endured, one day it all will fade I'm sure. I don't owe you anything" – (Foo Fighters) I could've quoted this whole song it's so perfect. Albeit, a bit obvious in its message but when someone says what you want to say in a rocking song, who am I to complain? This sums up the most disastrous friendship of my life and you really have to listen to the song to feel the anger and finally the apathy that comes with it. . good shit here. Not that this person would ever ‘get’ it. . too slow to face the reality of the situation. ------------------------------------------- "I'm thinkin' about my doorbell When ya gonna ring it, when ya gonna ring it" - (The White Stripes) I love this song and love the lyrics, too. I mean, this is optimism at its best (although I don't think the song truly is optimistic at all). I mean, doesn't everyone hope at some point that a one-time special person is gonna show up either proclaiming their love for you or with their tail between their legs for how sorry they are? Or maybe it means opportunity. . when is it gonna show up? Either way, this is one groovy tune. ========================================= 11/19/2005 this is gonna be on-going. . i just have been listening to music a lot again lately and there are so many god-damn great quotes. "Despite all my rage, I'm still just a rat in a cage." - (Smashing Pumpkins) Nailed it. Snap! I feel like this daily. . I hate my fucking job, tell people i hate it, am angry about it, and still no matter what I do, I'm trapped. The fucking 'organization' makes you a drone. . you go because they pay you insane $$ but there is no purpose, no respect, we are all rats and even if our offices are beautiful, they are just fucking cages and no one realizes it. "Don't think cuz I understand, I care. Don't think cuz I'm talking we're friends". - (Sneaker Pimps) For some reason, people think that just because I talk to them about how much they've been shit heads to me, they think I care. I don't fucking care. . Don't they read between the lines "you fucked me over, shit head, I don't care. . you're wasting empty space". And, for the record, just cuz you're talking to me and I"m giving you the time of day (which you don't even deserve) and that does NOT mean we're friends from here on out. I got more, but can't get to them now. . l_l