Monday, May 16, 2005
 | Current mood:somber maybe something is trying to tell me not to write this blog, as it just deleted my first try. anyway, i just was referring to how much depression sucks and how much i resent being chemically altered by doctors who think they are helping you. i am currently going through withdrawls of a medication i was on for years (Effexor users beware) and it's like detox hell. i certainly do not proclaim to be the only person who has this issue or is the worst off. . in fact, i feel lucky i can still function minimally. . i just am tired of being sick and tired. i have no enthusiasm for life and i have so much to be thankful for. i am desperate to get off of all meds even though i've been medicated for almost a decade. . but am scared when my mental functions will get worse w/o meds. . i know, the whole holistic route, but i truly believe depression/anxiety disorders are really chemically related to the body. . but some doctors take advantage and you are the guinea pig. i don't really expect any help or advice. . just know that if you are in shoes similar to mine, my thoughts are with geniunely with you. l_l |
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