Tuesday, July 19, 2005
 | Current mood:  hopeful wow, i read the last blog and it sounds bad. i was in a bad way that day. i've come a long way in the past few months. lots of counseling, lots of letting go of people/things i can't take (my theory: vampires who suck the life force out of you) and lots of getting off of medications. i'm almost off all my medications and am feeling a lot better. . note *feeling* is the key word. . i haven't felt emotions, anything for so long. i've been spending a lot of time reading, trying to reconnect w/ folks that mean something to me, and just get my life in order. . i feel blessed that it's gone so well. i have to say i found a new inspiration to go by. . and that is a young man named Jonny Kennedy. he is no longer of this world, but i highly suggest you google him and see his story. he is truly probably one of my greatest heroes. whenever things seem bad on this end, i play a recorded story about his life and i realize that he has the message and key for how to handle everything this life throws your way. . i never got the chance to meet this incredible person, but i think he knows now how much he impacted this world. i give my sincerest thanks to him. i also sent an email to someone tonight that was long overdue. i feel silly, scared, and just hope that they actually get it. it took me months to write and was emotionally cleansing. must go to bed. . work is impending. . l_l |
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